Depression??! (。┰ω┰。)

Hey guys!

Lately I am feeling very depressed. I don't know myself, what the reason is. But I am feeling very sad and worthless. Neither I am doing good at my studies nor I am keeping up with my weight losing program. I just feel ..... .....  <(´ﾛ｀')o *sigh* 

I know this is very boring post but I don't know with whom to share this thing. I just feel like loser and worthless.. Sometimes I feel "Am I really going to live my life like this?".... "Why am I living like this?" .... "Should I really live like this?"  "o(-_-;*) Why there is so many questions? 

oh god! I really don't have any energy right now to continue this post. I really hope one day I return to this post and say "I had this point in my life. Glad that I crossed it safely." ... .... .... ｡｡｡o(ﾟ^ ﾟ). 

~ Kkeut ~

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≥Ö‿Ö≤ Happy New Year 2014 ≥Ö‿Ö≤

Happy New Year, 2014 everyone!

My first post of 2014. ^.^ I hope to post more frequently this year. I have a list of resolution for this year. So thought I'll share some and feel guilty every time I break it or do not complete it  ≧◠‿●‿◠≦

So here are top seven resolution of mine this year :

1. Lose weight! - I'm 5'1" tall and according to my height my weight is ...ahmmm...overweight and nearing obese. I don't care about being slim or beautiful but health is very important. So, I did whole body check up and all results were fine and they said I'm healthy for now but I do need to lose weight. I also want to lose weight because nowadays I find it very hard to breath even though I'm doing nothing and just sitting in front of my laptop watching anime  ( ⌣́,⌣̀) .  So yes, my goal weight for this year is 49 - 55 kg. To kick start this resolution, I joined Blogilates January DietBet game. I'll try to lose 4% weight in 4 week.
2. Eat Clean and Healthy - I'll be making a dairy of all the food I eat and take its pictures and upload it online to make sure I see what i have been eating. Potato chips and fries ≧ω≦ are only thing I can't avoid or give up on but I'll try my level best.
3. Stop Procrastinating - I'm tried of procrastinating when I have loads of work to do. I always end up not sleeping at all to complete the work which I could have finished 2-3 days ago ಠ_ಠ . Starting today I'll complete all  the work 2-3 days before the deadline. 
4. Have more social life -  The only time I go out is when my friends call me to go out for dinner or lunch. Other then that I don't go to any other parties or to get together of families. This year I'll try to attend more parties and accompany my parents to family get-together ヽ(´ー`)人(´∇｀)人(`Д´)ノ
5. Sleep early - When I start using laptop or when I start watching anime, its always 4 o' clock in the morning I realise it's time to sleep. Once I was awake till 9 am while watching anime. So this year i'll sleep early and wake up early. ≧❂◡❂≦
6. Keep my room clean and tidy - My mom always say that my room is like where pigs are kept. ¬.¬ I can never in my life till now keep my room clean more than a week. I clean it nicely but don't know how after a week its back to its original form. v( ‘.’ )v I seriously don't know how! So,  this year I have promised my mum that I'll keep my room clean and tidy. I really have crossed my finger this time. Hope this one goes well. 
7. Study Hard - At last but not the least, I'll study sincerely and hard this year. I'll make sure never to give re-exam ever again. Not that my marks are that bad but I don't want to stick to Average all the time /╯﹏╰\ .

So, these are some of my resolution of this year. I hope to complete these resolution sincerely this time. I hope all of you had a very good 2013 and if not I wish all of you have very good 2014. I don't know how my 2014 will be but I'm positive that it'll be awesome. So, Once again Happy New Year!

~ Kkeut ~

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